V is for Vessel dilation

or as everybody calls it "blushing"
Because this is what happens to me when somebody mentions your name
or even when I think of you
Could it possibly be love?

V is for Vocab.

and those weird words you constantly use
Cake: verb. to cover;
Fire: verb. to start;
"once I fire to cake you, I'm never letting go"

V is for Vet

yes, veterinary.
For all the old lost hopes
and the newly discovered love
or probably just a "like"

forgive me "S" but I am a mistress who is not ashamed of admitting it

V is for Vodka

and wine and beer,
it's for cigarette breaks and midnight dances
it's for the nights that never end and friendships that suddenly bloom

sincerely, V

Insomia

Fuck you
Fuck it
Fuck me

A picture is worth a thousand words

Offer me your heart and I'll break it.
My only guilty pleasure is being une femme fatale.
sincerely, V

Public Apology

I am sorry
for manipulating you,
for leading you on,
for making you feel,
for being such an insensitive bitch,
for having a hole where my heart should be,
for following my head instead of my heart,
for walking away,
for leaving you all alone,
for lying to you about being Sorry!

Wait, here's the truth,
no I am not sorry, because I have told you from the start, from the early beginning that this is who I am, and this is how I will always be,
you broke our deal and with that, you broke us too.
So right now, I will have no regrets breaking you!

sincerely, V

V is for Vice

The guilty pleasure, we all have one, and mine is making you fall for me while I don't share your same feelings.
My guilty pleasure is simply being "une femme fatale"

sincerely, V

Giving

...my time, my effort, my money
...my sweat, my blood, my self
...my insides and my out
...my love and my soul
...for God, for living creatures, for Earth
I'm giving it all, daily, and want nothing in return
This is what true "giving" means
when you trade everything you have for a stranger's smile, for a tear of joy,
just for that, everything seems to be worth awhile

sincerely, V

V is for Void

emptiness, a big endless hole of nothing,
yes, it's true I am a Void and not ashamed to say it

sincerely, V

Backfired

The good thing is that I'm a typical case of "I am my father's son"

The bad thing (relatively speaking in a close minded society), I am not my father's son, I'm his DAUGHTER, well at least biologically speaking!

sincerely, V

V is for Values

And the values that I have been taught are to be tough, rough, competitive, strict, and aggressive!

sincerely, V

V is for Video Games

And by that I mean the song,
because it's you it's you it's all for you, everything that I do, I tell you all the time, heaven is a place on Earth with you!

sincerely, V

A picture is worth a thousand words

FUCK YOU

because we're deeply in love with one another
but never spoke a word about it

sincerely, V

V is for Valuable

Right now, you are God's most precious gift to me,
I will always value our friendship, it's so real, so true that I have never felt anything like this before

Sincerely, V

A picture is worth a thousand words

He looks straight, but in fact he's gay

She looks gay, but in fact she's staright

They look happily engaged, but in fact it's a fake relationship

sincerely, V

A picture is worth a thousand words

Turns out we were both manipulating one another

until we both fell for each other

sincerely, V

A picture is worth a thousand words

I love the way you look deep into my eyes

I love the way you hold my body so tight

I love the way you drive me crazy over you

- I even love our matching OCDs -

sincerely, V

A picture is worth a thousand words

I know it's killing me

But this is the only thing we have in common anymore
I miss you & I want you here with ME

sincerely, V

A picture is worth a thousand words

"Everyone wants something from me and
I don't feel like I have anything left to give"

sincerely, V

V is for Violence

Violence, rage, fury, call it whatever you want, all I care is that I am angry and violence is the way for me to deal with my anger issues!

Now everytime I hear his name,
everytime I see your face ,
everytime I  remember how he abused you,
it's driving me crazy!

Why didn't you speak up? Why didn't you face him?

sincerely, V

to my "S"

your name is carved into my veins,

into the deepest of my soul

"S", my heart will forever be yours

sincerely, V

A picture is worth a thousand words

You won't get over someone

until you get under someone else

sincerely, V

V is not just for Vendetta

I bet you have seen the move "V for Vendetta" (if not, then I advise you to watch it soon).

This blog is my blog, it's a my secret life, my "V-life", because everything that happens to me revolves around the letter "V"

For this reason, "V is not just for Vendetta" is born, it is created to tell the story of my secret V-life, the tale of my daily adventures, my secret love stories, and my battle against prejudice, racism, sexism, injustuce, etc...

sincerely, V